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I had wanted to be a Fashion Designer since I was
very young — before I technically knew such a job existed &
that's not so strange as it sounds!
Remember the 'old' days when children didn't have
access to glossy fashion mags aimed at moneyed, fashion conscious teens
& pop videos were relatively new, 'Celebrity' as it is now did not
exist & not all kids were allowed to watch Dallas &
Dynasty (the epitome of '80's Glamour)? Well I was a kid that was not
allowed to watch those TV shows & my parents would go
to M&S, without us, to buy most of our clothes, so perusing
a clothes shop was a rare occurance. I never so much as glimpsed a
copy of Vogue & for years I stayed blissfully ignorant of exactly
what fashion was. That is until one night when I was about 9, I
was up ill & had been allowed to come back downstairs
to sit with my parents & watch television - Miss World was on &
I remember watching it, soaking up all the glamour / looking at
the gowns & realising this designing dresses thing I used
to do was a real thing, it was something people got to do!
I already had a sewing
machine (I'd had one since I was 8) & my Gran used to make a lot of
our dressier, more period inspired, clothes like the outfits in the middle of the picture
below & I would tack for her & watch her work (my Mother will argue that those
dresses pictured are not 'wench outfits' for children but I say, throw
those blouses off the shoulder & stick mop caps on our heads & we
could have been extras in Moll Flanders). As I got older, I became more focused
& Fashion Design became the long term goal. I was the teenager with a
subscription to Vogue & W Magazine & when it came to GCSE's I
naturally choose Needlework & Art & then at 16 I applied for a place
on a National Diploma course in Fashion, which I was
offered unconditionally.
Well, yes the theatre does play it's part here
too. My Mother was a classically trained dancer & danced in
the West End & even had her few minutes of fame on television
demonstrating 'The Cockerel' on Ready, Steady, Go - a dance that for some
reason never caught on (well there's a surprise!). Growing up I
was sent to ballet lessons & drama school on a Saturday mornings
& in the Summer my friends & I would dress up & put
on shows & plays for our families.
Photograph: Mum & Dad taken whilst my Mum was on tour with Camelot, me when I was younger (my sister's the short one) & my cat 'Chicken' who's at the top of my favourite things list. At 13 I was enrolled in The Arts Educational School, Tring Park - I didn't exactly fit in with the high maintenance wannabe ballerinas & drama queens but did get to go to school in a Rothschild Mansion complete with marble fireplaces & secret passages & spending lots of time in such an amazing place is certainly a more inspiring environment than any of my previous schools. And I may not have exactly enjoyed my time - I discovered I was far too self conscious for performing in public & an hour of Ballet every day did take on the form of torture for me but there was certainly a focus on vocation & career & those sort of schools do instil an awful lot of discipline, confidence & drive (well that or they make you a basket case). The actress Thandie Newton was in my year at school & over the years the school has had it's clutch of famous faces - Caroline Quentin, Jane Seymour, Julie Andrews....... there are probably some famous designers, scientists & business women, etc. in the list too but they don't tend to be celebrated as stage school successes stories. On the technical side, I should also give some credit to my Father's genes which have come in quite handy - he's an Engineer & thankfully I inherited a problem solving, practical design brain too, which is just as well because corsets & real, non-standard, wonky bodies can present a challenge!
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So I did my 2 years NDD & then went to Berkshire
College of Art & Design in Maidenhead to study for a Higher
National Diploma (equivalent of a Degree).
I choose to make four bridal gowns for my Final Collection
as I most definitely wanted to create glamorous clothes & bridal was
the only avenue where a designer could still create elegant gowns. When I
think about it I was probably suposed to have done research into
what the Bride of '93 was wearing & it might have been
sensible to design a bridal range that was 'for the moment' &
might have got me a foot in the door working for a big
manufacturer but my head was in the clouds & I designed what I
wanted:
Well, yes is was exiting, except that wedding dresses in
1994 still did not look that different to1993 dresses &
the design looked a little radical. Below my design from 1994
& typical examples of dresses from that issue of the
magazine (granted there were designer dresses too but these were still
very plain & very white).:
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After I had made & photographed my Liberty dress, I did the rounds of all the bridal magazines & was told by one Fashion Editor, referring to my Liberty dress, that "only Arab girls would wear that" & at another magazine I was told to "come back Dear, when you've made something in white". The corsets too, did not help get me editorial because they were sexy not virginal & with editorial photo shoots the magazines want to call in 6 dresses that all have the same theme & other designers were not making corsets, colour or separates. Even very recently my Elizabeth dress was called in but not used for a shoot because it was 'too gold & didn't fit in with the other 'gold' (cream) dresses.
It would have been so much easier to give in & make safe, white dresses but I kept making what I liked & by 1996 I was picking up the odd order from shows & through continuing to contact editors, one of my sketches had caught the eye of a new editor at Bride & Groom (now Cosmopolitan Bride) & she asked me to make it up in ivory for an editorial shoot. When you don't have an advertising budget because there is no money for one, you sieze opportunities like that & even though it was plain & it was ivory, it did have a corset & the photograph brought in some orders. That dress is Venus & is still a dress that forms the basic design for client orders & it is still, as my other designs are, timeless.
Pictured: Left: Venus (1996) - I very quickly learned that if you don't want stylists re-styling your designs, you bone the off-the-shoulder straps OFF-the-shoulder, so they can't butcher your necklines! Right: Liberty (1994).
I still continue to design what I like when it comes to new samples & I am lucky to attract clients that want what I do so I do not need to compromise my own ideas & make dresses I hate. The only down side with anyone that is ahead of the trends is that you & others like you do all the work & struggle along until the market catches up with your ideas & then other people pop up & start emulating your style, undercutting your quality & prices & try to make your signature their own. It happened with the gowns & happened again in 1998 with the accessories & now, unless you have a back catalogue of bridal magazines to hand, you wouldn't have a clue who's designs inspired everyone else.
Working as a couture designer is long hours & I am facing a crazy '06 schedule but I will be popping over to Jersey to get a client ready for her wedding later this year (I've never seen Jersey), I grabbed four glorious days away in Venice at the beginning of April to recharge & I have a growing number of really great ex-clients whom I had fun with while they were coming to fittings & continue to meet up with as friends. The social angle of the job, making a client look the best they could look, getting to make up new designs & the fabulous endorsements my clients give me make up for having to ball out delivery companies for non-appearance or worse, crushed accessories & all the late nights & sore finger tips. Writing this page & revisiting my first editorial has been interesting. I can see details in the design I have used - the caught up pannier sides on Bo Peep & Liberty, the scallop beading on Ice Queen, the wrapped sleeves on Fleur de Lys, the fishtail & it's reassuring to see I have stuck to my roots & not conformed. I redrew the design in the 1996 illustration for this page & though I admit there is a lot of detail on the skirt & it would help to be over 6' & a size 10, the design is a great design. So if any Bride-to-Be wants to glide down the aisle or through the doorway of a grand Stately Home in something like it or the variation I have drawn on the right, I would love to make it.
2007 onwards: This Biography was written in 2006. At that time I also introduced a Diary page & updates on me & my work can be read there.
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